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Updated: Aug 15, 2020

“With life, and peace, and harmony”



I wish I could stop regretting giving the wrong people my time and energy


I have to stop worrying about how others view my worth


One of two people that were put on this earth to love me unconditionally chose not to do so. Someone that told me they appreciated me everyday and that they would never leave, did.


Both are constantly trying to convince the world that I’m crazy, while they are going on with their lives. Both can’t help but to bring me up in their regular everyday conversations, just to talk down on me. Both were given chance after chance, both told lies after lies. One thing that nobody will ever have the ability to do is convince me that I’m crazy because I refuse to deal with their toxic behaviors.


I once saw a quote that said, “Letting someone create a false narrative of you is a small price to pay for having rid yourself of their toxicity”.


That is a quote I desperately need to accept. I am tired of defending myself to people that are determined to misunderstand me. I am over trying to prove my worth to someone who is ultimately worthless. I am done pouring into empty cups – whether it pertains to family, relationships, or friends.


“I am the world, the world is me”


My inner peace & sanity is my only priority.

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a place to discuss the things we're told to heal from without apology

about the creator

Hey everyone! My name is Alexus Moore, but everyone calls me Lexsie. I am currently an undergraduate student at a university in Indianapolis, IN. My major is Psychology & my minor is Afro-American Studies. 

I started my blog January 27, 2019 - a few days after a close friend of mine committed suicide. he struggled with his mental health a lot, and it was hard for him to find a safe place while he was here on earth. so, I was determined to make one. since that day I have dedicated my life to creating a safe place for us - and keeping a constant line of communication open for anyone who needs it.

the purpose of my blog is to create a space for people, especially black youth that are struggling with depression, anxiety, and more. we are constantly told that we are not allowed to feel emotion if we have basic necessities. and it is beneficial to know someone is there, and willing to listen.

so come on, let's heal 🖤

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